When I arrived at Whispering Woods, there were already
people in Arjun’s living room. The smell of alcohol and tobacco mixed with
perfumes licensed the air. The hall was packed. It was late, though guests
still trickled in.
‘But you had a birthday party earlier in the year!’ I
said.
‘This is the roaring ’20s. We hurtle from one drunken party
to another.’ Arjun put an arm around me. ‘That was for Maina. This one is for
me, but it is quite political in its purpose.
I must fight by all means the daily and mass
destruction of my one life. With silence, cunning, and parties, pagans and vegans
all welcome!’
‘URF?’
‘They want to see blood. The crowd needs to see fresh blood.
It has a way of turning everything into a sport.’
It seemed unfair to ask him for help.
‘Everything all right?’ Arjun asked.
‘Well…’
‘What’s it?’
‘The thing is…Can you come to my school?’
‘What
for?’
I told him in an urgent whisper, every word I uttered more absurd than
the one preceding it.
‘This is serious business, OB. How did you get into this mess? You are
worse than me. But I am afraid I can’t get into this, not now.’
‘You are a famous man. A great writer.’
‘Fame is what they can use against you. Remember what I told you some
time back? You wouldn’t believe it, it is organized frenzy.’ Arjun looked
around. ‘These little parties I throw are my way of holding on to what little I
have. It’s a dangerous world now, anyone can work out their revenge from rest
rooms, you understand? These are toilet revolutionaries,’ Arjun grimaced. ‘But,
what the hell are you up to? An affair with your teacher followed by murder?’
‘No, not murder. Exhumation.’
‘It’s as good as murder. Hell, it is worse!’
Three retired men of the military came up to Arjun and wished him happy
returns loudly. Their chests were covered in stars and medals. The shorter,
thickset one, with a luxuriant, twirled mustache, seemed always one step ahead of
the other two.
‘You must formally join our political party, Arjun Saab,’ the short
general said, staring hard at Arjun. But his eyes twinkled. ‘You promised.’
They had, it turned out, recently started a political outfit at the behest of
Arjun.
‘Ah, my generals,’ Arjun said. ‘India’s best.’
‘We registered the party. You can’t back out now,’ the second man said.
‘The New India Political Party, NIP,’ the third said.
‘RIP?’ Arjun said.
The generals laughed helplessly, holding on to each other's shoulders.
‘Arjun Saab, Arjun Saab,’ the leader shook his head as if Arjun was too much. ‘Really, you are
our star. Our torch. Our…’ He looked around at his friends for help, but they only
smiled in encouragement.
‘Of course I will join NIP. On one condition, but.’
‘What’s that?’
‘I’ll be the treasurer. For life.’
They all threw their heads back and laughed again. They were an
uproarious bunch.
‘Jokes aside, Arjun Saab, the retired soldiers of this country can no
longer bear to see the nation going down the drain. It’s as you might say, RIP
India or NIP India.’ The short general said. ‘We are looking for a writer with
the rank of a general.’
‘All right then, I will be your Maxim Gorky.’
The generals raised their eyebrows.
‘He was the head of Union of Writers under Stalin,’ Arjun said.
‘M. applied to him for two sweaters and a pair of trousers. He didn’t
get the trousers, I think,’ I said.
‘This is Osip Bala Krishnan. He is Russian,’ Arjun repeated his old
joke.
They ignored me.
‘Let’s talk
about NIP.’
‘Aren’t we
all a bit too old to start a change-India party? Mind you, I am not talking
about me,’ Arjun said.
‘You will bring the average age down, Arjun Saab,’ the second general
said. Everybody laughed again. One of the generals shook his head as if to say
this is just too much. He had tears in his eyes.
‘Really, we are as good as the young,’ the short general said. ‘I
challenge anyone here to hand-wrestle me.’ He looked around the room, but
mostly in the direction of a woman in blue jeans and kurta. There was a
bespectacled young man with her, holding her wine glass as she was answering a
call; her other hand was in a sling. ‘What corruption! Moral, financial,
physical. Is this what our founding fathers sacrificed their lives for?’
‘Are you addressing me, or my neighbour, general?’ Arjun said. ‘Careful.
That’s Dev and Diya. They represent the rights of the underprivileged and head
a social media campaign against me. I have some trouble on the patriarchal front
as you might know.’
‘Love thy neighbour as thyself.’ The general with tears of joy in his
eyes said.
‘Love thine own neighbour, not mine,’ Arjun said.
This time the three generals nearly doubled up with laughter. The short
general put out a hand in the direction of Arjun, pleading with him not to be
so funny. ‘I may be gazing elsewhere, but I look up to you,’ the short general
said, straightening up. ‘As for the campaign against you, it is chaff in the
wind, Arjun Saab. Nothing will shake our faith in you.’
The short general hugged Arjun briefly, and turned their attention to
someone seemingly important entering, a politician, from the white khadi he was
wearing, and marched toward him.
Arjun swallowed a drink neat and gravitated to Dev and Diya, who had
moved out into the balcony. I straggled along by Arjun’s side in grim
fascination.
‘I have had to work on through someone to make them come here,’ Arjun whispered.
I later learned that the 'someone' was the old man with the German shepherd. He
was Diya's uncle—and Arjun's friend—and the couple were living in a flat of his
in the building, a rent-free arrangement, Arjun said.
Dev and Diya were stiff, and it was clear they wanted to stay by
themselves. They had done Arjun a favour dropping by.
‘Dev and Diya, Thank you for coming.’
‘We will be only a minute here.’ They seemed assured and self-sufficient
in the strength of their good intentions.
‘Of course. I know you are fighting a good cause. And this is perhaps
not the time to ask…’
‘No,’ they said in unison.
‘I am not a tactful person…’
‘We know that, don’t we, Dev?’
‘I knew this was why he insisted we come. Don’t tell me I did not warn
you.’ Dev said to Diya.
‘I can’t help it, and I didn’t think I would say it, but all these daily
mass mails to publishers, festivals, editors …,’ Arjun said.
‘Well?’ Diya said.
‘It seems so much work.’
‘Mr Bedi, please don’t worry about our workload. We will stop when you
apologize,’ Diya said.
‘Apologize for what?
‘For your nude dancing and provocative comments and sexist columns.
There were many good people in that party. They are deeply offended.’
‘It was a rave party…so many years ago.’
‘But only you were nude. And you put your arm around a victim’s waist.’
‘I was wearing something, not much, I admit, but something.’
‘But you were the only one nude,’ Dev said.
‘There were others in other rooms.’
'Mr Bedi, a writer must represent the spirit of his age, and overcome
it. You have failed,’ Dev looked away in resignation.
‘At a seminar, you said, “What’s everybody’s problem with the dick!”’
Diya said.
‘It was both a joke and a question,’ Arjun said.
‘Your whole discourse is wrong,’ Diya shook her head.
‘And your columns! We can’t allow that kind of writing. You may think it
is daring and intellectually provocative. That is your vanity. It is just bad
form and poor taste.’ Dev shook his head of long curls. ‘And one poem that turned up on my computer last
night, something about the Dark Spider.’
‘“Dolomedes
Tenebrosus:
Spontaneous Male Death” was the title. The dark spider eats the male partner
after sex.’
‘You called the female spider a “b…h”. Language is a social tool, Mr
Bedi,’ Dev said. ‘There are norms to be observed. These are sensitive times.
There is a historical correction to be made in favour of the female gender…’
‘In favour of Dalits and children, too.’ Diya’s large, earnest eyes left
no room for doubt about her commitment to her cause.
‘In favour of the wronged people. What we stand for is a certain
much-needed correction in patriarchal politics,’ Dev said. ‘We are conscientious
citizens of this country, Mr Bedi, and we can’t let a few things happen on our
watch—even if the government is not of our choice, and we have no executive
powers,’ Dev’s eyes bored into Arjun’s. ‘We have an obligation toward civilized
society. But this is no place to talk about such matters, is it?’
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‘You are depriving me of my right to earn a living, in effect. That’s
not a constitutional or even a liberal thing to do. Any accused has the right
to speech and work. In any case, you are not the court,’ Arjun said.It appeared to me that the intended reconciliatory meeting was not going
the right way.
‘If the State is regressive, and the institutions are failing us, the
citizen must step forward as the culture dispenser. There’s no space in our world for
exploitation of any kind,’ Dev said.
‘You know you are guilty, don’t you, Mr Bedi?’ Diya said.
‘I…’
‘The fact is your kind of voice has had its day,’ Dev
said.